Sunday, February 20, 2011

wow its has been a long time since i last posted... well sec 4 life is really hectic uh... haha bt im kinda adapting to it quite well just tat i stiu have a lot of things on which dont allow me to have sufficient amt of rest... haha anw i have been hapy since the start of sch... haha oh and i hope that pal is doing well in vjc too!!! hope that she will continue to do well in her studies and enjoy her jc life as a victorian! haha oh welli gt some target which i wish to archeive! haha i will like to not swear... treat ppl nicely and do well in my studies as in 6 pts for o lvl kinda thing... its kinda hard bt i shalll start gaining the momentum now b4 everything is too late!!

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Monday, January 24, 2011

i just cried

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Saturday, December 25, 2010

HO HO HO! MERRY CHRISTMAS! HAHA GUESS wHR M I NOW? HAHA iM AT MALACCA NW! HAHA OK I NOE IM A FREAKING SLACKER COS ITS CHRISTMAS N INSTEAD OF GOING TO CHURCH IM SHOPPING LIKE SIAO HERE.. TO SOME PPL OUT THERE, BE JEALOUS EH! HAHA TOO BAD UR DAD IS A PASTOR! HAHA ANW HM SAD TAT I KUN SPEND MY CHSISTMAS TIR YR W PPL I WANT TO N I KUN WISH U GUYS! HM SRY ABT TAJ EH... NO RECEPTION HERE MAH.. HAHA SO I SHALL ONCE AGAIN WISH EVERYONE MERRY CHRITMAS N MAY ALL UR WISHES COME TRUE! GOD BLESS!

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Tuesday, December 21, 2010

hha woohoo wmt chalet was really awesome although i didnt even step out of that chalet throughout the stay!!! haha oh erm actually come to think abt it, we actually didnt d anything eh... that 3D2N was just for all of us to rot lar... haha erm so on the 15th i went to do the check in w my dad then waited for the rest of the wmt ppl to come... haha guess wat they do when they 1st come? they bang the door as if i owe them money like that... haha then ltr we slack till evening time when the gals decided to cook spagghetti... haha almost didnt have our dinner cos esther almost cos the nooldle to be chao da... haha while the gals cook, the guys are doing retarded things as usual... haha repelling using the staircase... haha damm funny!!! erm then nth much lo... lydia, small commotion... haha here comes the bad thing... that stupid ian go hang andrea's soft toy then make her cry!! tsktsk!!! haha so nth much liao lor... basically wat we do throughout is either tok or band hero... haha sch is starting son! and guess wat? i have nt touch my hw at all!!!! haha im looking forward for the nxt wmt chalet

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Monday, December 13, 2010

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fbi8YzCcu3U&feature=related

by listening to the song above you will noe exactly how im feeling now

whats unexpected doesnt hurt as much as whats expected

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Saturday, December 4, 2010

alright finally im out of NDU, the camop i was stuck in for the past 5 days and the whole of nxt fivee days... well i guess diving is kinda cool and awesome cos the feeling when u dive is just indescribable!!!! haha i failed my medical test!!!! argh gt to take retest on mon and if i dont pass i will be out of the course!!! ahhhhh i dowan that to happen!!! the past 5 days, i have been thinking of lots of things and its really sad to see things coming to this state.... there are certain decisions and things i regretted making and saying... haiz when will things get better????? is this God's will? i love you

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Saturday, November 20, 2010

If I hugged you,
would you never let go?
If I kissed you,
would you cherish that moment?
If I reached for your hand,
would you take mine gently?
If I needed a shoulder,
would you let me cry on yours?
If I needed to talk,
would you really listen?
If I needed to scream,
would you do it with me?
If I needed to go,
would you come with me?
If I fell for you,
would you catch me?
or just let me hit the pavement?

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Monday, November 15, 2010

 "Your words are my food, your breath my wine. You are everything to me."

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Thursday, November 4, 2010

haha whoa quite long nvr post le... haha well its officially holiday nw bt well tk is so AWESOME to give us 2 weeks of truncated lessons.... whuuud seriously damm boring eh although time flie when u having truncated... haha oh well lets see what are the things i can rmb... erm tk ncc land gt 1st in East for Challenge Quest again! 3 years in a row!!! haha great effort bt i thought we could have done much better and get our overall champion back....haha erm then report book.. whoa damm sad man.. my ranking drop 100 sa... wth man!!!! haha its really time to buck up le!!!! no more slacking! hahaerm stiu gt wat uh... haha er kun rmb le... bt im happy these few days!!!! haha since 1st of nov!!!! haha its ok if u dk anything!! haha

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Thursday, October 21, 2010

hehe i gt my results back alrdy... haha well perhaps to many ppl my results sucks but to me it is a really great improvement compare to ca2 and this time round is probably the best result i have gotten this year... haha  eng c5 ): chinese c5 ):):): amths A1:D Emaths A1:D combined humans A2:D pure geog B4:D physics C5):): chem 47):):):):): haha im quite satisfied for the distinctions bt nt the others... haha bt well wat is done is done, i guess i will have to try harder nxt time round!!! haha oh bt my diver's test coming up!! so exciting!! haha andand challenge quest is coming up... nervous uh... got to win back the overall champ this time round! haha oh well im leading really meaningless life every day sia.. aft exam like suddenly so free... haha hope to go out with watermelontea soon!!! haha oh and pal's O level is coming reallyreally soon1111 haha i wish her all the best man!!!! haha hope she still rmb the promise she made!!! hehe

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Wednesday, October 13, 2010

phew!!!! EOYs are finally over!!! haha wa is about a month since i last posted... not bad not bad!! this shows how busy i was.. haha well now that EOYs are over, its time to start worrying abt my grades which i toally have no confidence in obtaining gd 1s... haha andand i still got O level chinese to take in 1 mth time... haha though i dun really care, bt i still wished to be able to get an A1 for it.. haha on in this period of time from 24th sep till today, many things happened!! haha i have grown closer to some ppl and grown distant from some too!! haha ohoho andand i just realise i only have 2 days to see pal in sch le cos from nxt week onwards shes not going to sch anymore... thats damm sad man!!!! we have become so close this year and yet we are goin to part soon.. nooooooooooo i dowan that to happen man!!!!
                 
                                 I LOVE WATERMELONTEAS X100
                                   I LOVE MY PAL TTM!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Friday, September 24, 2010

i am sorry

okay my mood now is terrible.... i feel so bad to make my dearest pal unhappy, to emo the whole day... at 1st i didnt noe wat went wrong bt aft i read the last txt she sent me last night, my heart is enguffed with guilt... i can understand that she is angry and upset and im really sorry abt it... i guess i have taken things too lighty... if i had been more sensitive, my pal wouldnt have feeel so sad and angry... its my fault.. idk how to make up for my mistakes, i really dk... i just hope that this incident wont affect our friendship... pal u r so important to me, to the extend that i kun afford to lose you... like i have said, u are irreplaceble, no matter how close i seemed to be with others, u will always be the no.1... Lord pls help me.. im feeling helpless..

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Sunday, September 19, 2010

okay alright eoy is really coming very soon!!! ahhhhh shit man!!! i really gt to buck up le... my grades are like wth?!!!! and i dun get a shit wat teacher is teaching man!!! how how how???? my pal is currently having her prelims and shes gona have her Os soon so that means i kun rely on her anymore!!! haha shux man that sucks... so i guess i will have to start work soon? like from tmr onwards? haha i shall start planning man!!! i really gona study hard tis time round... trying to hit the target which my pal has set for me!!! c5 eng, a1 emaths, physics and chem, and b3 for combined humans if i nvr rmb wrongly... haha its hard eh bt then if theres a will theres a way!!!! haha im a lazy bum!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Monday, September 13, 2010

oh well results are out and apparantly i didnt do well for this common test.... i expected myself to get sth much much better than wat im getting now... sian its not that i didnt study leh... its like i studied bt i still get shitty results... i really dk wats wrong man seriously... do u noe how it feels when u really put in effort to study for the exams, hoping to get good results and yet wat u got back was nth but pile of rubbish? argh!!!!!!! aft looking at my resuls, i have once again lost my drive to study.... it wasnt easy to get it back the other time round... haiz!! nvm i leave everything to God..  God pls show me Your way...

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Wednesday, September 1, 2010

allrite yst was aces day cum teacher's day celebration... er well i guess the aces day thing was great cos i didnt expect the whole tk to be so enthusiastic and gave kristle and i their fullest support by giving us good and loud cheers. well but still to the sec 4s, im sorry that i spoke to u guys in the ncc kind of thone... im sorry abt that but yah... im kinda used to the way ncc works and i totally understand that not every1 can accept that way of being spoken to... well its over... i dun think i will be leading such big events again so its ok if ppl are unhappy with me... haha oh the concert was great especially nazurah's performance and kumar's performance.... gosh nz voice is heavenly and kumar's performance was cool and interesting... haha aft that slack in sku for awhile before heading to pasir ris with watermelonteas... haha i ate a foot long subway melt... haha i was really hungry... haha then went to desiree's hse there to play bbal and frisbee... haha times with watermelonteas always pass so quickly... haha then some of us went to have our dinner at sakae sushi!!!! haha had a great time laughing at lydia abt hair!!! hahahahaha ok shall not be so mean..... haha thanks lot to watermelontea for making my day a wonderful 1 and thanks to my pal for being so enthusiastic!!!!! haha love you all!!!!!!!

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Thursday, August 26, 2010

first thing first
Happy 16th Birthday to my ONE and ONLY PAL!!!!!
haha oh hope that u have spent ur day well and enjoy it!!!! haha oh all the best pal in everything u do especially ur O Levels... haha 6 points uh... haha good luck and continue to stay happy, stay pretty and stay AWESOME! 
Haha anw common test ended 2dae... i feel relieved bt at the same time im worried for my results... aparrantly i didnt do well for ymrecent level test... i really nid this common test marks to pull up my grade... ahaha i will pray!!! haha

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Sunday, August 22, 2010

who am i to you? i feel like im worse than a stranger

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Friday, August 20, 2010

oh well common test is in 3 days time...gosh time really flies!!! haha im really scared that i will not be able to do well for common test... i really dowan to fail so many subjects anymore...haiz bt thank God at tis point in time theres still someone i can rely on, my pal... think abt this... my pal is having her prelims in 2 weeks time and yet she is willing to offer to tutor me... how nice is she!!! haha well, i guess there are some things i have thought through and i think that im making the right decision... i hope this is wat God wants... i love my pal to every tiny little bits!!!!! she is just too awesome!!!!!!

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Friday, August 13, 2010

haha oh ok long time no post again.. haha er ok im not very happy these few days cos sonething happened... i tried my best to smile in sch so that everything seemed alright bt inside my heart im crying! i may have seemed to be more hardworking these few days, but thats because im trying to divert my attention onto studies, id f not i will probably end up thinking about stupid things again...  loving some1 is hard but giving up and forgetting some1 is even harder... sometimes wats expected hurts more than wats unexpected... haiz... well its time to mug!!! i fail practically almost every test except my chem and emaths so far... haha i noe its really pathetic. i promise i will work hard!!! jiayou to myself and pal!!! haha pal must study hor!!!! haha im setting u as a role model

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Sunday, August 8, 2010

haha woo!!! fri day was awesome!!!! haha 1st time in my life being the parade commander!! haha the feeling and experience are beyond words of description.. haha i wana thank God for keeping me calm throughout the whole parade... haha oh and i guess the PDS performance was great... haha glad that there wasnt much screw up part... haha oh aft that went out with andrea and justin.. haha went to watch SALT.. haha the movie wasnt as nice as it seemed in the preview.. haha andrea was really tired yst but justin and i stiu kip on disturbing her.. haha come to think abt that, i think we are quite mean uh... haha nonetheless we still had fun!!! haha oh pal, do take care of urself k? and to u my dear, pls tell me whr i can improve on so that i can be a better person

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